(Out Of Character Project) I'll be using this account to talk about my experience of reading fanfics. (BillFord fanfics) Credit to @Winterwatcher_ for introducing me to these fanfics
Okay, this will not be organized since it will be just a thought stream, so I was reading this fanfic today, do not read it if you're under 14, and i only started like 2 days ago, well I'm on chapter 27, chapter 26 made me feel feelings that I didn't know were real, I wanted to cry, punch a wall, and sit in a corner all at the same time. The fanart make this even worse because it puts all of the sad stuff I read into a visual masterpiece, well I went on the the next chapter (chapter 27) and its literally titled '50 Ways to Leave Your Lover' so the title was emotionally devastating, what I thought was best, did not help at all, I tried to put off reading it for a while, so I didn't read the fic for an hour..... I started it, 10 minutes in all of those feelings are back, I forced myself to stop reading it. I have read 100+ books in my life, NONE of them has ever made me cry or feel feelings this strong, but this fanfic about Bill and Ford on AO3 is making me feel things I've never felt before ToT. If you want the fic, just ask, I'll give you the link.