why i haven't posting very often, recently (read below) [half of this is me yapping abt my sigma dog who recently passed but uh] so. where do i start? for starters my computer that i usually code on is unavailable for now, ill get it back later. right now im just using my other computer that i kinda forgot i had since it's so old and slow. im working on a lot rn. Im activly working on a mt with my friend @-cookie_kit- , like 3 personal animations, a MAP part, and a bunch of CCEs i forgot about. in addition, im just generally busy irl like im away for 6 hours a day this past week so i didn't have much time. Also my parents make me do a lot whenever they see that i have time and just hog up all my extra time i try to carve out my personal life to themselves, personlly, kinda selfish but like okay bro. oh and this is kinda personal but the reason i scratch is mainly because i need a way to pass time and take my mind off my irl problems but since i've been so busy, i barely have time to be depressed. ok that sounds stupid but another way to put it is if it wasn't for being able to have fun making these coded animations and all the support i've been getting from ygs, i would not have still been alive. literally im not joking. ty. most of the stress i get comes from stuff that happens at school, mainly procrasincation on homework. but since school is out, i don't have much homework (espescially compared to last year, since i had to take my math classes still but im excused for this year and the next) I've also been dealing with some things lately. you see, my dog, cosmos, just passed literally yesterday (june 27, 26). he was a very old dog. i wish i made projects about him, you guys didn't even know about his existance (well except for my irls and dc friends), a little bio on him, his birthday is febuary 14th, he's part papillon and pomeranian. the picture in the project was him but he was younger (like from 1-2 years ago) i got him when i was about 5-7 or something idk. the reason why he was really special to me is because as you know my name is Cosmo, not my irl name. Cosmo was supposed to be Cosmos, but when i was making my usrname on this account, i made a stupid typo and wrote cosmoo (like a dumba-) and ppl started refering to me as Cosmo, which then i just kept with it and took the nickname Cos. My first account was kinda cringe stuff happened there haha...a lot of MAP parts though. Cosmos was my dogs name (ofc), wolf was because me and my dad used to call Cosmos a wolf (inside joke or wtv idk :sob:). yeah so he died as of making this project. my parents took him onto a walk but realized that he was weak. then my parents took him to the vet while me and my brother stayed home. about half an hour later i get a text from my dad asking if i wanted to see him for the last time. and well yeah got a little off topic but it's fine. fun fact: my other dog that i got before i was even born (she was from rlly long time ago), passed away on june 26, which is exactly a day before Cosmos passed, just a bunch of years back, her name was Sooni, she was a jindo. they were both great dogs and all i could ask for. ill post more pictures of Cosmos in another project.
