I say I'm fine but my voice lacks conviction Staring at the sun like an addiction I've been feelin' a lot of confliction I think my life is a fiction I been starin' at the sun to much I got sunspots in my eyes It doesn't bother me to much I got loose ends that never end Nevertheless, I'm a big mess Can't clean up, I can't sit up I'm to lazy, I'm in a daze I don't know why I'm staring at the sun Don't really no why I shot myself with a gun People lost there lives for us Jump in front of a bus My visions blurry Everyone's in a hurry Not me I'll just lay down and cry Oh I don't know why Laying down, staring at the sun For hours on end, so much fun I got sunspots in my eyes I want to drift away from reality Because I can't accept it So, I lay down & stare at the sun I got sunspots in my eyes Also tears Oh, when I stare at the sun Oh, when sunspots fill my vision I Invision a better world But its not my decision I wouldn't want to be in control Because everything takes a toll I just wanna lay around starin' at the sun And the gods haven't risen And they never will, so I lay still While sunspots fill my eyes I realize all the dirty lies A never ending staring contest I'm the worst not the best Sunspots fill my eyes As I begin to die I stare and fade away Sunspots fill vision all the way This is my fate, oh, its not good or great But, sunspots fill my eyes As my heart begins to die I realize your dirty lies you sold The fake stories you told Oh, now I'm passing away, I'm ok Sunspots fill my eyes all the way
