I lay down and stay down on the ground Cuz I can't get back up Maybe I just don't want to And baby yeah that's true I'm a loner, a goner But when I see the sun My worries burn up In the morning I jump of building Hear the splat, and that's a rap When I fall I see the sun I remember staring the sun Tape my eyes open so I can't stop I start to go blind cuz I can't see I put all my troubles behind me Look up into the sky There's no telling why I don't really care why I try to accept my fate But its too late So I just look up above I see a flying dove I gave it my all, I always fall Put me on cross, or lay me down on a bed of moss I don't really have a preference I don't know the difference Stare up at the sun wondering About my hopes and dreams, lost things Forgotten friends, countless dead ends Sunspots fill my eyes I see the horrible lies I'm staring up at the clouds How is this even aloud I look up, don't know why Feeling my body fade away I won't save the day Instead, I let sunspots fill my life Stab me in the back with a knife Maybe I'm too forgiving Maybe it's just that I'm always forgetting So I look up in the sky Let sunspots fill my eyes