There's a cost to "I'm fine." Your hurt won't end because you aren’t being honest. I think I've always known. And yet, it still hurts me more than I expected.
"I don't want to go" Isn't always true. If it weren't for Marley, I'd say "I do want to go". I can't even truthfully make choices anymore and it's driving me genuinely crazy. If this goes on in life, I might quit. I'm not supposed to be used I'm not not supposed to feel the hurt. This isn't how it was meant to be. i'm such an idiot I'm SUCH an IDIOT I'M SUCH AN IDIOT
