R.I.P, Is_corn. i hope you'll have a peaceful afterlife. i don't know hwo to word this. i'm trying not to cry. i barely knew them, but it still hurts all thessame. please, if you reading this are thinking of committing.. don't. someone here cares about you. someone is wondering where you are. someone will be mourning you. someone will miss you. even if your family or your friends or your partner or anyone doesn't care about you, i do. please, don't hurt yourself. i know how dirty and unfair this world is, but your loss makes it even more bleak. youre not a burden, you're not a mistake, you're not dumb and stupid, you're not worthless, you're not fat, you're not weird. you don't have to be perfect to be cared about. you dont have to be flawless to be missed. i used to think of death as the easy way out. i used to have my mind overrun with thoughts of what would happen if i just took that knife. but please, it does get better. it doesn't have to be like this. please. if you talk to someone you can trust, if you can find any support - please take it. your mental healthh does not take away from others. if you take the support someone offers, you are not "infecting" them. i don't want to waffle on, but i'll be here for you. i might not respond right away, but i'll listen to you. rest in peace is_corn. i hope you're happier away from here.
im so sorry that i can't be there for people. imso sorry i couldn't be there fror you. once more, rest in peace. i wish no harm upon your eternal soul, i hope you can find an oasis or haven or some semblance of joy in your afterlife. we miss you, @Is_corn. farewell.
