I’m turning 17 in a few weeks. I don’t know why but my mind has convinced me that time is slipping away. I still am struggling with driving and I’m constantly worried about life in the future. Adulthood with 4+ disabilities will be hard and I’m scared that I won’t be able to make some sort of living. I’m smart, but not smart enough, you know? I’m trying to be positive about everything but right now it seems like my time is running out even though it’s still beginning, because my life is good, it’s just the uncertainty of everything.