nothing I do feels right everything that goes wrong I always feel like its my fault I can't deal with this stuff anymore I swear I might do it please talk to me someone my mental state has been getting so bad I can't do this anymore I feel like I'm annoying I've been c__ting my wrists for a while now I can't stop I just c_t my legs right now and I feel like I can barely do anything anymore I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.