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Your probably wondering: why did you say "Sigh..." well here's the reason... I can't use Roblox anymore... I had gotten into like a argument because one of my parents thought I was doin something bad with my lil brother but I wasn't I was just teasing not bullying & insisted me giving my phone but I tried reasoning them but they didn't listen until my sister (an adult) helped out & yeah she was on their side not mines which yep... She ended up deleting Roblox after the argument & also threatened me to take away the stuff I own (my chess game & battleship game & basically my board games that is my comfort zone & if I want to take a detox for 2 hours) & I might be quitting Scratch too (not right now I mean some day or idk) because I would find everything boring & just the same.... I never got the chance... Hey @ViolettXD if your reading this then what I mean by "chance" is a apology & saying I'm okay now... I just felt like what if you hated me more... Here's what I'm gonna say: "Hey Vio, I'm sorry for what I said I didn't want to loose another friend im sorry for everything, I'm sorry if I kinda make bad jokes, I'm sorry if I kinda call you stuff, im sorry if I was sometimes mad at you, I'm okay I'm not mad anymore but I'm sorry... I really am a terrible friend & pathetic, I'm ashamed of myself..." I still might be quitting Scratch & moving onto CRK... If you want then you can friend me I'm "thef4ll3nb0y" in Dark Cacao server... What is the point of life like why eat why age why enjoy the time just why... I'm sorry for everything, @Pim_Allie if I retire then would you take care of my OCs? (I'm not retiring yet) They will all be yours but if not then maybe @ViolettXD or @Xx_C0dingBoy_xX or one of my friends could... Life sucks, I'm happy on social media & games but i can't control my emotions on the real world... They blame my anger from the game... I never get mad from the game (only a little) I have a happy mask but inside I'm suffering... I have a Traumatic past in elementary school & yeah... I do have trauma, I don't know how to communicate properly & i would just try everything to make me happy & feel I'm welcomed to earth... I don't feel like I'm welcomed or God is ashamed that he created me I feel like Rodrick Heffley from Dysfunctional Perspective (don't even look up "rodrick heffley dysfunctional perspective") hate me all you want I deserved it...