Ok guys so before you freak out just listen ok? So basically I may be on and off scratch for many reasons. 1. school at school it is the end of semester 2 so I have to finish tests and they gave me a lot of homework 2. holidays holidays are soon but I will probably be stuck at home 3. parents umm my parents are divorced (have been for 10 years) and I go house to house every week so I may be more online at my dads 4. scratch thingy's well I have started a lot of random projects on scratch and never finished them so I must finish them! 5. alone time... In my room I like to make li'l arts and crafts, so umm maybe i'll post them. OH! I paint my nails as well! I do small designs delicately with brushes 6. panic attack so basically I had a really bad panic attack yesterday and could not breathe. this was for many problems in my life. 7. depression I think I might have depression because I have no love for myself and feel like everybody has a better life. SOmetimes I wonder what happens if I just let go, some days I hurt myself on my arms or high parts of legs so nobody notices. I havn't told my parents yet. 8. love to others umm i put all my effort to others, i havn't drunk any soda or fizzy drink in over a month because i feel like if had it and had the joy to have it, i would be wasting it. 9. drifting away recently I have been very emotionless, when somebody says a joke or just something good happens I have no emotion. I am always tired and just always sit alone in my room doing nothing but think and listen to music. So I may be very online then very offline! please don't stress I will be able to reply to most messages! I think I might just quit.
