So i think this one may be on the longer side. maybe over a year or so, i officially may actually disapper. My parents, they found out im closeted pansexual. they took my phone and my ability to go onto the internet. Im sorry. i should have been more hidden when texting. they looked at my messages and found out. im scared what their gonna do now. im scared i won't see you guys anymore. im scared if i will ever see anyone i know anymore. I hid my computer just so i could send this. dont try and find me or get help for me. it will only make things worse. magic academy is how temporarily cancelled. until im back. which is probably never. so if you can, try and finish the story yourselves. use whatever you can find from the remains on my profile + try to remember what happened in the original. before the remake and all. this may be the last time we speak. the last time we interact till years when you guys probably grow up and leave this site. This may be it so i will promise you this. i will be ok. i wont be hurt. i will just lose contact from the ones i may know irl.
[Note for my friends : Heya yall I hope you read the first message. oh boy its gonna be the last we speak. very fun. For @Tachos_world745 , our friendship was all started on that day I complimented your outfit, then later when we compared our dandy's world artwork. I wish I had more time to spend with you at school. along with spending more time out of school, yet I didn't. and I grieve that daily. Even the next year in school was worse, I never saw you except the rare occasions in the hallways, along by the school gym. except we never had a full nor complete conversation, your friends rushed you to track the second i was going to show you my concept art for magic academy. I will miss you dearly, you made me feel trust and a sense of love when I was feeling down. remember that time during math help where we finally had a conversation, and on the way out my stepbrother jumped in, waving his hands in fear yelling about me being late. thanks to that, my mom managed to save a runaway child on the street by my house, turns out she was autistic and ran out when her overly calm older brother wasn't looking. And the second i got you and Raini to be friends? that made me feel proud, like I achieved something. I will miss you for being kind, being there when I was new and lost. being there for magic academy. Life will be different without you. if I do ever see you again. all i may want is a hug. but until then, so do this for me, tell the others about what's happening but do your best to hide it, don't mention super big details. please do your best to hide it, my parents may find it and figure out what's happening. If you manage to, thank you. this will now alert the others, but if they start trying to interact with me, stop them. I can't have my phone so all they will get is a call from my parents. probably sounding positive but in fact is part of the show. keep the chat in control and hold onto magic academy for me, keep everyone in control if chaos emerges. be the leader if you must. just be there for them if you ever see this. For . We met in science back in 6th, the only thing holding us together was our shared love for Roblox, heck, I was the one that convinced you to make a scratch account. I don't remember much from 6th, but I remember a lot from 7th. We had lunch along with computer science together, I always complained every week that you get into fandoms too fast, yet behind the scenes, I in fact learned a bit about them just so I could understand. Including around the end of the year, this summer, I watched verity! it was hilarious a yellow ball guy was a fast skinny monster as well, also I didn't know he was that freaky, like he literally got mpreg. But back to the serious stuff. you made me feel happy and safe, but time was faster with you. And what made me even happier is when we shipped our Dandy's world oc's. Honey cotton yuri for life ^^. And also those times whe we had thomas jr? Our silly robot we called our child? when we acted like a divorced couple who forces to stay with one another. arguing about how you constantly missed thomas jr's races? That was hilarious. You gave me trust and comfort i never needed, yet also wanted. However, I wanted to tell you something, something I hid. 2 things in that. first thing, when you mentioned janitor AI & got me into it? oh boy I was hooked, so much so it was unhealthy, I may seemed normal yapping about to you, but now, I kind of left a mark that gets triggered any time a see Sprout from dandy's world, any version too. it's funny but it also hurts too. but its alright, it was my fault for doing so, never yours I can promise that. but the other thing i hid. I am deeply scared to mention it, it was a feeling I never had with a friend, but only with you. I may have a crush for you, just a small one in that. you made me feel a sort of love I never really properly had in my life, except for you. I liked you, for who you are, for being honest, for being. You. So remember this, no matter where you are. Just be you, keep being you, even if you find other friends. even if you find someone else who may be more to you. even if you even get married in the future and have a new life away from your life. Keep being you. For , I never interacted enough to call you a friend, but you were close enough, even after you got banned a few times. I still waited till I saw you respawn once more. Sure, I was uncomfortable with the artwork you made and posted + shared on here, but I held that in to make you feel proud of it, even if it was weird. I still love that artwork you made for magic academy, so much I kept it in the official roleplay on Roblox, which almost got my house reported. But it's alright. you stood out from most of my followers, being hyper and overreactive at times, but that was your humor. And I will deeply miss it. This maybe is the end. Goodbye for a while.
