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General Information About Krivs ! ------------------------------------------------------------- Full Name is Krivs. That's it. ------------------------------------------------------------- His actual name is Kris or Kristopher but he doesn't remember really. ------------------------------------------------------------- 14 Years Old, He mentally & physically can't really age because of the experimentation on him. ------------------------------------------------------------- 5'6 Feet Tall. ------------------------------------------------------------- Nonbinary (AMAB) & He/They ------------------------------------------------------------- Personality wise its complicated. Krivs himself has bipolar disorder, so depending on his mood will their personality be somewhat different. When they are not in a specific mood Krivs is curious, even somewhat silly and it goofy but still will present themselves as very strong or overconfident in himself as its their desire not to be perceived as vulnerable in many ways. Now when Krivs is a manic episode he has a very elevated mood, very upbeat, spunky? Krivs himself hates & likes having manic episodes honestly, as this is one of the times they feel extremely happy, even if its not actual happiness. Then again during manic episodes Krivs also becomes very impulsive, even somewhat paranoid to a point that he is quick to agitate and become very defensive & aggressive. Another thing is sometimes if unmedicated Krivs will have hallucinations or simply hear things that aren't actually there. Most of what he sees are distorted figures or voices that he knows from past experiences. Luckily he's medicated as the psychosis can be somewhat dangerous to Krivs, as they don't know what's real or not which could cause them to accidentally get harmed. In a depressive episode Krivs is very drained of energy, not like themself really. During these episodes Krivs is very stubborn or sarcastic, defensive of himself and thoughts. During this time he'll usually think about past experiences as well, what he can't remember but wishes he could and what they do remember but wishes that they didn't. They usually lie around & don't do much of anything really, no seeing the point in it. They are generally very apathetic. ------------------------------------------------------------- Fun facts ! Krivs died once, as due to the experimentation he went through he couldn't actually survive fully. They came back a few minutes later, on by the fact of the machinery that is part of them. His mechanical insides work in tune with his organic parts, therefore keeping his body functioning, so he lives kinda. He's kinda half alive. Oh yeah, he likes fruit! ------------------------------------------------------------- Krivs has bipolar disorder, trust issues, and other issues related to the physical & mental abuse he endured for sometime. ------------------------------------------------------------- At a young age Krivs had been diagnosed with a very deadly bone disease. At first though it didn't seem that bad, but it quickly was shown that it was severe. Krivs couldn't go outside, didn't go to school, never talked to kids his age. Just stayed inside, sheltered from the world with his parents. Their mother couldn't bear to look at them anymore, as he'd gotten so sickly. Krivs didn't know why but he'd had already guessed that he was going to die soon, after all he knew others were surprised he'd lived this long already. As a last resort to help his child though, Krivs' dad took Krivs to the clinic to hopefully help him. Krivs was scared when he was sent away by his father. Considering he had such a sheltered life, it was all new and not to mention he wasn't even in a good situation. Imagine being in his place where you'd spent your life inside basically all the time. Never having a social life, never getting to learn on your own, constantly being talked about because of how terrible your condition was. Then you get sent away by the only person your close with to somewhere you've never been and are taken by this random man who promises he's going to help you. You know then turns out Jenkins is just a psycho basically. Besides performing the surgeries on Krivs he also was the one taking care of him which uh... debatable if he did a good job while he did. He was a guy very intrigued by pushing limitations. For example, not giving Krivs enough anesthesia during procedures and watching acutely for reaction. Dr. Jenkins also knew that Krivs needed medication for their psychotic episodes that could happen. Yes he made sure to give Krivs said medication, well, sometimes. At times Jenkins would not medicate Krivs in order to watch him go through a psychotic episode and study the effects until he was practically begging for medication. It was also quite entertaining. ------------------------------------------------------------- Lore Continued Down ↓ -------------------------------------------------------------