Idk ya'll... I've been rlly down today, and I'm not sure why... Maybe I need a break... I'm stressed abt everything I need to do, I don't have a future profession in mind that my parents will accept, I don't even know what I WANT... My dad wants me to go to a st*p1d big college, while I just wanna animate.. Ughh, So confused.......... ...No one seems to support the fandom I'm currently into, I can't fit in in my new class, and I'm lonely.. I don't feel like anyone cares abt the stuff I post, barely anyone sees it, and till now, my competition has got NO entries.... Trust me, it doesn't feel so good to have 1k... My motivation level is quite low.... I don't feel like I fit in anymore... You might think it's weird, but books are the only things I feel close too, I keep separating my self from everyone.......... ..Am I hungry for attention, or am I just hiding away...? Do I even DESERVE all this....? I miss Starr.... I'll post prob, but avoid most messages, I don't know if I even wanna stick around anymore, and Musica might leave </3 I MIGHT be back soon tho (Chillax, Likely I'm not leaving tho).. ...
