and so, you walked away; leaving back a simple dream. it hung on a puddle of moon's tears and swam away. just like the words i hurled, it's soggy and unsightly. though it's the worst, i wouldn't have it another way. your memory that is of a distant, shaky image turns into an amalgamation, into a mirage tonight i'm watching the raining stars with nobody but the wind by my side what is this feeling, is it ^^^^^^? or is there a ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^? such big worlds we were talking about with no future laying in front of them so ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^, and the key wasn't the love you brought! as if it had been scattered like the stars on the sky, i easily read through what was on your head that day. your thoughts and feelings were a loose thread i had untied. just like how your love was, they were cold and lacked a taste. to the summer sky you leave behind, i bid farewell behind your footsteps, the sorrowful dicentras linger because whenever i look ahead; i see you, who won't understand anything. i apologize for that i had led you into this night that has no end. because i cannot face my feelings, as they bloom into an ugly blossom. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^, my weakened body- i'm as hurt as you, can't you see? the sea echoes the purple night we had sat underneath the existence i had used to pity stands before me. i'm not your universe or savior, i don't seem to be what you want at all. doesn't matter what i was before, what's left of me's ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^! ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ if you'll keep on smiling, i will be as lowly as you.
had to remove a few lines because st decided it was "inappropriate" like ok. anyways. who even reported it im crine
