OK OK SO MY MOM CALLED ME DOWN AND SAID I HAVE ANOTHER OPTION TO SPEAK TO A THERAPIST AND IF I MANAGE TO RESOLVE THIS "ISSUE" I HAVE I CAN GO BACK TO REGULAR SCHOOL BY THE END OF THE SUMMER :D SO I KNOW WHAT TO DO I HAVE TO MAYBE KEEP A FAKE PERSONA THAT I AM HEALING SO I CAN GO BACK TO SCHOOL BEING NORMAL :D PS : MY DAD IS STILL CHECKING MY PHONE BUT THE FUNNY PART IS THEY DONT KNOW ABT MY SCRATCH ACC SO IM STILL SAFE❤️