maybe some ppl have noticed i havent rly been on in the past few days so last night i lost someone really close to me, and it was a long time coming, she’d been sick since may it’s nice to have closure but still hit really hard esp since i was there when it happened honestly it hurts so much less than waiting because of that closure and the knowledge that she is better now apparently people say grief happens in waves and i get it now the last few days were the hardest which is why i didn’t like do anything i won’t be working on stuff too much, as i think i need some time to recover i will still try to get stuff done despite everything thanks for reading this
me ssc managers dont slime me for this please slash genuinely
