literally not a single person in this world knows me fully. no one. absolutely no one some of my friends just think i'm funny but sometimes i feel like entertainment. then i feel like just silly with me and them both going crazy but 6 months ago at my old school i was someone else but every day i was bullied and i slowly cracked every day my friends at my new school don't know and even my bsf doesnt know i sh myself sometimes. sometimes i feel better in my dreams that i am irl. i love some people (platonically) but i just can't tell them. they'd laugh it off. they wouldn't take me seriously. i just want to be in a dream where i can play my favorite games and i'm innocent and i'd never been hurt and that i could do everything perfectly. i'm lonely around everyone.
