think ill miss you forever, like the stars miss the morning sun in the sky well here we are. I’m not sure if this is just a break possibly, maybe long, maybe leaving. it’s been nearly two years, 730 days. and I can’t thank each & everyone of you enough for all the memories we made <3 I’ve been here since i was a tween, and now we’re here, a teen. and wow, let me tell you, time flies REALLY fast. nd if you were here during the @-mirrorball era, thats very nostalgic !! I don’t want to spend SUPER long writing about my favorite memories because thats quite a long list. but little did I know that what started off as joining scr out of boredom turned into a day-to-day check in sorta thing where I met new people & made amazing friends (love u guys). I don’t regret it at all. but sometimes, holding on to something for too long can be tiring. I feel like I’ve done what I need to do. I don’t think that there’s anything left for me to do here. ive made projects (with ever so little coding bc I was lazy haha..), made friends, saw people that I began to idolize, learn new music artists from others, find people that made me smile. you know, growing up scares me. like a lot. im scared about exams & grades, I worry about getting into uni or failing school, but I also wonder what ill end up as when I grow up (someone successful, I hope). nd it’s only a matter of time before I get to that stage, as much as I complain how slow it goes (esp during exam month), it goes by ever so quickly, so enjoy it while you have it. but despite that: I hope younger me will look back and be proud of how far I’ve come. I hope older me will appreciate all the things I did to get there. I hope older me will remember this place & never forget all the memories I made. but to everyone whos struggling or having a hard time trying to piece their life together - I’ve been there. I kind of still am. but keep going. keep crying. keep smiling. keep trying. keep growing. keep learning. keep waking up each day. and that’s all really - but thank you. I’m extremely grateful to all my friends whether you were my day 1’s or someone who i just met recently, or even to people who i havent gotten to know that just asked me how i was feeling or simply saying a ‘hi’ or ‘hello’ or leaving a comment on a proj, to me: that made my day. to all my frnds: i love you guys, thank you for the memories ❤️ thank you for being there & I wish you all good luck in the future !! and if this is really a goodbye, please please please remember that you guys are really awesome & cool when im not here to tell you that (if we can’t kit <3) yes I will still check in the prfct pack + gg when I have time, ill still try to upd the f1 comm & haikyu comm. *possibly* later this year (late july, sometime in august) im going to be posting a photo dump from the summer so ciao, bonjour, hola arrivederci, au revoir, adiós grazie, merci, gracias <3 till next time, amelia btw do expect me to probably pop in on race wknds & album releases
