A - always listening to music B - being annoying on purpose js for attention sometimes C - constantly yapping D - delusional af E - eating too many sweets instead of proper nutrition for my sports F - forgetting absolutely nothing on a certain topic that will not be mentioned... G - getting mad over realllllllllly really small things H - hearing a song I know in public and zoning out of wtv conversation I'm in the middle of I - ignoring ppl for any reason from hating them to basically the opposite J - judging literally everyone K - keeping way too much stuff that most ppl would probably throw away L - lying to myself and everyone else and doing a terrible job of it M - missing things or ppl I never had N - narcissistic af O - obsessed with making myself depressed apparently P - praying my life gets better soon Q - quieting whenever someone gets too close to the truth instead of denying it bc if I deny it the conversation topic changes and were not talking ab me anymore... R - realizing I physically cant act normal like at all S - saying I'm fine and then breaking down internally T - taking pics of things that no one else would understand bc I'm acc slow and have no sense at alllll U - unloading all my rants into my journal so it fills up within a month and I have to buy a new one (I'm acc almost done with my 9th one and I started Feb 14 2025 but I keep getting more and more stuff to write T-T) V - vengefully creating arguments and scenarios in my head only to realize I'm smiling and laughing irl and maybe I don't acc have anything against this person... W - wasting my life fantasizing ab smth I'll never have X - xtremely good at overthinking (had to include this and couldn't figure out an x word anyway T-T) Y - yelling at ppl in my mind until I fall asleep Z - zoning out and daydreaming when I'm spsd to be productively writing down my thoughts in my journal otherwise they'll haunt me forever but then I start spiraling and wasting all the time I have T-T
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