Diary entry number uh.. 1,582. Can't believe I'm still writing in my stupid diaries! I can't let go of it though.. It still feels off living in _____'s house, even when she's dead. Her parents treat me like I'm their own daughter... it feels weird. Not in a bad way though! I do love them, and they know and understand what I've been through too... It's just that I miss my parents... you know? Even if I hate them now, I miss the times I had with them when I was a young child... I don't know what happened for them to treat me like this now. Wonder how they're doing. Anyways, back to _____'s parents. They're still so sad about their child's death... I feel very bad for them. It must've been so hard losing a person you've raised, loved, and cared for. It feels like a piece of you was ripped out.... I check up on them every now and then. They say they're doing alright, but I always had a feeling they're just saying that so I won't be worried about them. They care so much about me... they check to see if I have eaten yet, spend quality time with me, and even ban me from knives and stuff. lulz .... My head hurts. Is it because I mentioned the knives??? uh. ... ouch... it hurts so much... I don't think i can write anymore. ... Anyways, I hope my other best friend, ___, is doing alright too! He's all I have... goodnight. i hopei dont get the dreamwhere my parents
The rest of the diary page was covered in gashes and scribbles. What could've happened? Lis's words, not mines. I was planning to post this on my alt but yk.
