hey. so.. i've been hella inactive. i've been busy, i've been distant, i've basically been on hiatus. i'm sorry i haven't told anyone about anything, i really am. i've been thinking about scratch every night and honestly, i miss it. tons. but every time i log on to scratch i just put off chatting, roleplaying, updating you all. i know, there's not alot of people to even update, but i've been super absent in scratch and i just wanted to let anyone who's reading this know that i've been doing okay. probably better than okay. i've been hanging out with my friends alot, which makes me happy. my irl social life is picking up for once. i got a handful of super cool awards at my graduation last month, and i'm really excited for my next year at a new school. i've landed a job, although it was by volunteer and i'm not getting payed, so it's really just a passion project i'm working on with someone else in the background. also i'm procrastinating so i should get that done smh i got a phone!! but no number yet lol .. and yeah that's about it. i'm happy how things are now, but honestly you guys deserved an update because some people i follow already got back online from hiatus. activity from now on will be super bumpy and fluctuate alot, but i'll try to be a little more active. no guarantees. i feel sort of irresponsible since i am med app in tfcrp rn, so thank you to everyone in shadowclan who hasn't pinged me all too much while i was away <3 that's literally it, and i didn't talk too much, so thank you for reading a little bit of this at least. i'll let you guys know if i'm leaving permanently though.