So health problems run in my family, it’s not uncommon or rare. But why do I have to inherit every single disease or allergy passed down through my blood!? I’ve had to get so much bloodwork and tests done and more to come just to figure out what is wrong. Right now, all I know is that I’m allergic to pork and have asthma. The asthma isn’t exactly confirmed, my docter thinks it’s activity induced asthma, but I have trouble breathing just by simply walking up the stairs. My docter thinks it’s because I’m fat and/or lazy but I litterally only weigh around 90 pounds at age 13, I used to weigh 100, but I stopped eating as much and lost quite a bit of weight, I could so my ribs for a bit and my weight dropped low in the mornings but I’ve fixed that and now I’m eating properly (I also fixed my sleep schedule so I’m not as tired) So I’m around 90-100 pounds right now which is average not fat at all, and it increases throughout the day, so I start at 90 and then when I eat breakfast lunch and dinner I gain weight of course, so I’m around 99 pounds in the mornings. And I am not lazy! It may seem like it because I am extremely pale and never see sun, but just because I don’t burn or tan doesn’t mean I’m lazy!? I still jump on the trampoline with my brother and I used to swim a lot, and I lift weights with my mom, and soon I’ll get a gym membership and join my mom in her weight lifting exercises. Anyway, after my inhaler wasn’t helping in gym class, we started to think it was hypoglycemia, which is kind of like diabetes but way less severe. Whenever I had “asthma,” attacks in gym, I had to get a little pinch with a sharp needle in my pointer finger, and we often had to do it multiple times because the poke was not sharp enough and blood didn’t come out. It turned out I didn’t have hypoglycemia which is why my doctor thinks I’m fat and lazy. So now I have to go for runs everyday (which I refuse to do because it hurts to run and my lungs start to ache and I taste blood in the back of my throat even though it’s not blood) My parents think it is just something to do with my nose, because I have trouble breathing through it. When I was 7, I had to get my tonsils and adenoids removed so I could breathe better, it helped a teensy tiny bit but it was still bad, so now my mom thinks I have a sinus infection. Which doesn't seem likely because why in the world would I have it my whole life? I also may have diabetes which isn’t very likely (at least right now) because I’m a fattie and love my ice cream, chocolate, and marshmallows, and pure sugar, and I don’t get sick or anything when I eat like, 50 deserts a week. But now these health problems have become BEYOND ANNOYING! I may not weigh that much, but I AM a fattie, I love food, food is so yummy. I used to LOVE bacon, I would eat it with my grandpa, and when my mom was pregnant with me she craved bacon. I also loved my pepperoni, which is also made out of pig. I loved pepperoni and I’d eat it straight, but most of all I love love love love LOVED it on a greasy slice of pizza! And how the cheesy grease would gather in pools in the middle, where there was a tiny trench where the crispy edges of the pepperoni folded inward… BUT THEN All my dreams of crispy fatty bacon and pepperoni pizza got whisked away, I got my dads stupid pork allergy! GAHHAGSNGBSTSTNSHSH. I HAVE TO SETTLE FOR NOT AS NEARLY GOOD AS PORK TURKEY PEPPERONI AND BACON! My life was ruined. And now… I may be getting… one of my moms.. many food allergies…. One that makes her have breakouts of pimples all over the place…l which I have now… pimples on my arms..l my back… my legs… THIS ISNT JUST POOR HYGIENE, I AM A VERY CLEAN PERSON THANK YOU VERY MUCH! I may have gotten my moms stupid, stupid, stupid, DAIRY ALLERGY! It’s not lactose intolerance, it is different, we don’t get sick we just get breakouts of pimples…. But this is horrible! Even worse than pork, because everything I love it made out of it… I love milk, I love yogurt, I love ice cream, I love chocolate, I love CHEESE. HOW CAN I POSSIBLY LIVE WITHOUT CHEESE!? Cheese is a part of me, in lovely melty burgers, which smashed patties lightly seasoned with salt, the cheese flooding into the two patties, and when u eat it it’s just so melty and greasy and ARUGSHSGSHGD GEHDTBSHHSH. AHHHHGHHHGHAHHAHAHAHHAHHHHHHHHH!!,!,! How could the universe take cheese away from me? My beloved cheese! LIFE SUCKS
