Signing off 31/8/26 20:54 Ykk what, a special (debatable) SOMEONE inspired me to reshare my projects /jk (It's just that, IF in the future, I come back, I don't exactly want to come back to a ded acc, ykkk? Actually this is probably going to be dead :P) OML this has been edited like 7 times :sob: 30/8/26 will probably be my last day on Scratch :33 SIKE 31st is my last dayy :P Sorry, but goodbye </3 I really wish I could have stayed longer, but some things aren't meant to last, I guess </3 I'm not going to share why I'm leaving, but they're personal. ;-; (actually, long story short, my parent doesn't want me using Scratch T0T) I will be posting the fanart for @Gaku--'s oc, and @mystique--'s DMC entry in a few days, and then I'll be leaving this account. Maybe in the dark future, I'll come back, but don't get your hopes up. (I really want to come back someday) My life sucks </3 I feel like all the things I like are slowly slipping away, and are being taken from me by my family and my sad life. :c So, here's a poem (I hope you read it ;3): Years Living and breathing For nothing Bruised walls Of iron bars Lulling the monster Fresh the painted sea And the ripples of curdled secrets Tipped and boundless, twirled in white Gone Fresh the dripping sky Of a blackened and strange bright Darkness Choke-hold Free? Fresh the pain and stab-swathes Of flight within the cage Do you hear the Stark cry of bird The blade shall Fall Shadow upon The end Thin, slender, spiderlike Taut as silver string Jerked and tortured The puppet of the Puppeteer Missing Fingers stretched upon a boned hand Barbed Do you remember when it all started And I first Touched the hammer and the bell The black and white bars Of iron Lulling the monster Do I stop When the mourning tune whistles and aches With a mind of its own When my fingers cry out Withering On teeth, discoloured as Sorrow Coiled upon the pearled beast Blackened No Time is forgetful and What is my name? Birdsong Rifts of deepened Age Do you feel anything beyond the puppet and the mask? No. Do you wish you still had love? [End of Poem] I used to post poems on my alt, but they started to get really depressing, so I stopped ;-; God I'm going to miss Scratch so much. It was one of the only places I could be myself. I feel really bad that I don't get to enter many competitions because of this, but anyways...
Thanks to everyone in the art community who appreciated my art. I will miss this site, but I don't have a reason to use it like I did before. I really, really wish I did. @Pine_berri - Even though you're not active anymore, I don't think you know just how much the first follow I got from you meant to me. Your art was beautiful, and personally, I think it was sad to see such a wonderful person leave :) @lil_latte25 - Your art is so underrated OHMYGOSHSHH, and you're so funny and kind :33 I think I'll really miss talking to you. I feel so sad writing this but I guess it has to be done? I really wanted to enter your DMC, but I don't think I can, now, good luck, and I'm sure it'll be really popular. <3 Also your alts are unstoppable, I hope you'll continue to share your awesome poetry :33 I wish I could've talked to you before you left, but I'm glad I didn't because mental health is more important. STILL I'LL REALLY MISS OUR SILLY CONVERSATIONS <33 OH YHH IF YOU'RE READING THIS, I POESTED ONE LAST PIECE OF POETRY TY AGAIN FOR MOTIVATING ME AT ALL TO USE MY DED ALT AS A POETRY ACC <333 WELPPP BAIAIAIIII @czchan - I loved your art, it's so goated, you deserve more follows :) You're such a wonderful person who I had the pleasure of meeting (for some reason, this sounds so formal? I was really looking forward to our art trade, but this really sucks TwT Bonne chance with your future in art (I don't think I'll ever get over my atrocious French skills) ;-; YEAH WE DON'T TALK ABT THATTT0T @HeineAmethyst - You're such a goofball, thank you so much for being my 'emotional support lifeform'. Your messages always made me smile, and maybe, before I go, I'll have time to post the DMC entry that I took down :3 Sorry I couldn't enter :c I'm actually going to miss laughing so much :sob: @I_Supose_Im_A_Human - I don't think I'll ever forget your username, or your iconic Pikachu pfp loll, or your awesome personality :33 I wish I could've stuck around longer, and entered your DMC, but I don't really have enough time, now that school's starting in a few days </3 Sorry :c Also keep being hilarious <33 Tytyy I don't think I knew until now that you included me on your friend list :33 Byee supposedly humanish organism <3 @Animenerddd - I think your art triggered my motivation to draw better digitally, because I was so bad, we don't talk about my first drawing :skull: THE PROPORTIONS FOR ALICE T0T anyways you are so underrated, it's genuinely so unfair :sob: You don't have to make a DMC prize for me. Winning was enough :)) @AzfihDilakh - I literally only got to meet you yesterday, and I really will miss your sweet comments, your art is so cute <3 @896-725 - I know we didn't talk a lot, but whatever you said was hilarious, and you art is fire. Your sense of humour is wildd, especially in your QnA dww I shall keep chugging the soap and detergent lol :skull: I'm sure there are countless people who have supported me, such as my first few followers, and everyone who came after, or maybe even people I met within the past few weeks, and I'm so sorry I can't include you all, but I don't think I can bear to look at this site anymore </3 So... Peace out <3 Hopefully, I'll keep arting digitally :)) Thank you, thank you everyone, And I'm really sad to say this, but goodbye Scratch - May P.S.: I think I'll be diagnosed with an art block shortly lol T3T P.P.S.: I hid this from my twin as I typed :eyes: I don't think she knows I'm writing this, as of now (30/8/26) Wwwait am I supposed to be concerned about the fact that this is literally the 1st year I'm taking art seriously + and the first year I'm arting digitally :sobb: Why do I feel like I've missed out on the digital art world :skull: :T K yk what idrcccc aaaaaaaaah I got a feeling ooooh ooh that someday I'mma delete this account and then come back in like 2 years but wtvvv it's all goooood hehe *says the most stressed put person when it comes to these kinda things* NNOOOOPE JUST SMILE AND ACT LIKE THE WORLD ISN'T GOING TO END SOMEDAYYY uhhhh why am I so cringeee
