Spam the flag to banish the lag (lag may appear-) ------------------------------------------------------------------- ~Credits~ ------------------------- ☪code: @Angelkitti_1 ------------------------- ☪art: @Angelkitti_1 ------------------------- ☪Oc(s); Ichigo ------------------------- ☪Song: NUMBER, NUMBER - Tyler, The Creator -------------------------
~Lore (Sensitive topics) Despite Ichigo "Hating" and bulling Egg, she didn't realize that she actually deeply cared about her and actually had feelings for her. Ichigo knew all of Egg's favorite hobbies, Favorite color, Favorite flower, Her dislikes, Her anxiety, everything. Ichigo was the closest thing to a friend to Egg, she put all of her trust onto her. After finding out Egg had died mysteriously it broke Ichigo's heart. Ichigo felt the same lonely feeling that she got when her mother left her. Ichigo felt like there's no point anymore. ~Her thoughts Ichigo keeps telling herself that she could've done better for Egg, that she could've been sweeter and nicer towards Egg. That she could be a friend. She hates herself and blames herself for Egg's death, losing her self-confidence and love for herself. She just wants to see Egg's smile again. To hear her laugh. She doesn't want to be alone. Not again. Not ever. ~Discussion After a few weeks, Ichigo discussed to her "friends" that she misses Egg deeply, showing vulnerability, which is rare for her. Her "friends" though she was joking since they saw how she acted towards Egg. When Ichigo explains that she was being serious, her "friends" shrugged it off and told her to "Forget her" and move on. Ichigo snaped at them and told them that it doesn't work that way before storming off to be alone. She felt like a fool to be vulnerable and show emotions since she feels like everyone will take it has a joke and will not take her seriously. ~Behavior Ichigo's behavior went from "Carefree" and "Smug" to "Hostile" and "Emotionally unavailable". Her temper growing short to the point she snaps easily and WILL pick fights to release her anger. Ichigo does indeed get thoughts about dy*ng since she knows she has a rare and dangerous incurable disease. ~What is the incurable disease? Her disease is a rare disease called the "Oxidation Plague" that has symptoms such as vomiting black blood, Nausea, throat inflammation, stomach pain, dizziness, shortness of breath, and blurry vision. This disease cannot be cured, and the subject will only have a lifespan up to 20 - 30 years. (The disease gets worse each year.). Episodes will occur with no warning.
