Small rant: Im just laying down all day now.. I never do anything but rot in bead as a ‘safe’ haven but now all it does is make me rot on the inside. And I can’t stop because I’m scared of leaving my ‘safe’ haven because I’m scared of the reality of leaving and people. Like what am I even supposed to do when I exit my room. LITERALLY NOTHING so I guess I just rot.. Man im so stupid.. sorry im done now.. this isn’t very smiley of me..
Ughh..
