I can't take my life anymore; everything is cruelty, hardship, and trouble. I wish I could go back to the past, where we were all happy, but I have to endure this present and try to live with it. As I write this, I'm crying; I can't hold back the tears of sadness. The most important thing is, "Don't criticize someone if you don't know the torment they're going through inside..." I know that many people don't like me as much as before, but I want to go back to the past where everything was fun, no matter what happened, we were all happy... I want you to know, I won't be as active on Scratch. I don't feel I have the courage to continue my career; I feel like I'll be a failure and that nothing will go right for me in life. Everyone bothers me as if I'm worthless, as if I'm the void of the world. I just want your support. These moments fill me with sadness. I just want everyone to respect me... :,(
