3am, staring at the wall I should be asleep, but can't hide from it all. 3am, staring at the ceiling. will people really know, how im truly feeling? pondering and pondering... ... I never had the life I wanted.. trapped at home all alone... doing all i could to atone... A family who doesn't get me.. searching for friends i can never find... misunderstood... a soul who struggles with identity... doing what they can to bind.. and keep themselves... smiling. _______ all I want is friends... friends who get me.. why is it so hard..? ...I keep myself up at night looking back at memories... crying into my pillow... thinking of a life I never had... Trapped home till I graduated... I missed out on my childhood. Now im going into the real world all alone.. ...and im scared... 1ll n3ver find fr1ends. they hate when I get whiny... then they hate when I assume things ... they all... ngh... and what I have left is screwed up. and my family will never understand. all i am right now is s0me d3press3d br4t who can't g3t 0ver being l0nely. been sitting in bed all day and lokey not taking care of myself.,.,.,., .,..,.,,. years of my life.,.,., gone megh... there's an update for yall i guess...,.,., imma go to bed before I pass out over this keyboard. maybe I'll make more projects... but rn im too depressed.
all drawn with a mouse btw :3
