Ive decided that i most likely will never participate in MAPs again. it was kinda a hard decision cuz thats the main thing ive done in the almost 3 years of being back on scratch. but its the best thing for me i think i never can gather the motivation. and then feel horrible when i inevitably have to drop. i really dont know why i let it go on for so long AMVs and MAP parts just no longer feel FUN. they just dont. they stress me out, and i can never finish them when (and IF) i start. sorry to the countless hosts whom invited me and then i dropped. i feel pretty bad that i let so many down </3
i shooooould start raven cry chapters when i get back from camp tho :3