Vent about the last school year. Me and one of my 'friends' (the only one I can talk to during the summer) decided to talk to one of my other... 'friends' ... about something and me and her (Her is the person who me and my 'friend' were planning on talking to) argued. My 'friend' who was also there barely said a word even though we both agreed to talk to my other 'friend' about some things and one of my other 'friends' talked on my other 'friends' side I was arguing with (Sorry if that is...confusing) and a few other people came and listened and then it was time for lunch. After lunch, I saw someone telling someone (an adult) about what I said and I walked over and the adult talked to me about it and I just stood there crying and barely being able to breathe and I couldn't talk and then I walked back to class and apparently my 'friend' told my teacher but my teacher didn't talk to me about it that much because I was still kinda crying. The next day, I asked my 'friend' why she told on me and told someone else to tell on me as well and she said, "I didn't like it when you called me that." Another thing that happened at school. School P.E... The sports we did were never fun because everyone was mad at me. Most people. Everyone who played with me. One time we were doing this hockey thing and I was trying to hit a puck past someone on the other team and I was really focused (Like usual) and she stood in front of me and I hit her below the knee instead of the puck. That was allowed but any higher wasn't. But she was still mad and she walked out of the game and told her friends and glared at me. Another time, when we were getting ready to do frisbee and we had to choose who to go with and we had to play with three people, I walked to my BFF but my two 'friends' forced her to go with them so then I had to be with some girls that didn't like me and it wasn't great and I wasn't really playing...just...standing there and watching them and other people. Another time we did soccer and most of my team wasn't playing so I was like, the only one playing for my team and my team and the other team was mad at me and this one girl on my team said I was....'hogging' so I let her play and then she hogged the ball and didn't let anyone...I mean, didn't let me kick the ball or play. She let some other people...sometimes...another thing, one time during recess I decided to play volleyball....I shouldn't have...and everyone playing, including my 'friend' that told on me and that one girl who said I 'hogged the soccer ball' were playing and other kids who were on the other team when we played soccer and were mad and mean to me were also playing. I shouldn't have played with them. They kept telling me I was doing it wrong and eventually I yelled at them and my 'friend' said, "We're just trying to help." and I walked away and my BFF followed and I talked to her about it and other things and I cried and she hugged me and I hugged her.
And also, three years ago, this new girl came to school and she said something like, "Can I play with you?" and I was playing with my BFF and I said, "Sure." and she said, "No, just her." And pointed at my BFF and I said, "Okay...uh, we can do it so half of the week you can play with her and half the week I can..?" and she said, "Sure." And now, three years later, I was told that she told most of the girls in the same grade lies about me and then mostly every girl sided with her and said things (mean things) without telling me and now, three years later. I learned they did that. OH! ALSO! This school year someone, the one girl who said I was hogging the ball when we played soccer called me the B word...and to get back to that mean girl that left the school after the school year three years ago, words that I've been called: Weird, Weirder Weirdest (I don't know why they had to say more than just weird) Untrustworthy, fake friend, creepy, mean... Anyway, that's all. Bad Guy by John Michael Howell & ZVC
