And they said Yuuki was the nicest girl of them all... why would she act like that? why.. why would she say that?? All of these make me feel.. I don't actually know.. they make me feel.. like I want to.. do bad things.. to myself.. NO. NEVER AGAIN. I DON'T KNOW WHERE THESE FEELINGS ACUALLY COME FROM, SO I MUST IGNORE THEM. IGNORE THEM. IGNORE THEM.