hey guys, so its been a while and ik this account is kind of dy!ng so im not expecting views but anyone who stumbles upon this account or project who knew me please read until the end :) I've had an incredible scratch journey. So off and on, but still incredible. I've made so may friends along the way and had so much support from a wonderful scratch family. A few months ago, I got permanently netw0rk b4nned on my home netw0rk. I em4iIed st, but they ended up doing nothing and telling me to use a different netw0rk when using scratch. Still have no idea why since I was inactive for a few days, came back and was b4nned. But I know that I happen to be perm banned on my home network. Which limits my activity levels severely, meaning I can only be on at school or when I am someone else such as on a trip which is where I am now. Not only am I starting a new school next year, but I graduated middle school (lmaoao i did it yayayay) so I'm going to high school. I happen to be going to a magnet school which although I am so so grateful for this opportunity, I'm going to be buried in work. So as you can see, I will definitely be severely inactive on scratch. Not only are the circumstances bad but I also recently lost someone really important to me. She was a best friend and it's really hit me hard that we can't talk anymore. I hope that if she ever is to see this that she will know how sorry I am and that I miss her so so much. I've also lost so much community on here. I still have several great friends on here who I am super grateful for!! But most of the old community I had I've lost. I know people move on or leave, and that it's normal, but it's still pretty heartbreaking over time. My motivation levels are severely low due to all this lol. Anyways, just wanted to let you know what has been happening. If you want to keep reading it's just random other stuff that's been going on in my life I'll share because I do miss the rare times I actually can log onto scratch without the netw0rk b4n message. I've recently gotten into keeper of the lost cities, rn im on the 8th book but I'll likely finish soon! all I can say is sophie and keefe for life!! loll I also recently finished summer classes i had to take in order to take music next year, so luckily I have a good gpa before next school yr I also read the 16th wof book!! it was good, and I'll admit I wrote a lottt of pages of theories about it!! spoiler alert but im so curious where glory, kinkajou and the other queens went. ok i also did a thing like last month with my church it was like a camp thingy but for little kids and i got to watch them and help them, they were super adorable lol! I've also written several more songs lately and its been really nice because i thiiink im getting better hehe. anywayss that's all for now, i'll try to be active whenever I can actually get on scratch but unfortunately nothings certain soo byee <3333 ohh and my birthday is soon bahaha
