I want to drown in a lie, A pretty one, if they still have them, One that hides the life stained the dark red of bl0od, One that hides the gray ashes of a school, Yes, one that hides everything, One that doesn't make my stomach churn, One that ridicules the bad until it's nothing more than a stupid laugh, Until I don't care anymore, No, no, I don't want to forget But it's so hard to hold on to something that wants you to let go, A lost memory that, in the end, doesn't need to be remembered I don't want to know it see it hear it listen to it, It's ugly dirty savage disheartening, Let it all be a game again. --- author note: please, care. if you can, inform yourself. we are people too.