Please don't let it end how it did.. Why does this have to happen now.. when we were doing so much good. Why did it have to be you.. my dear. I wrote an ode for you.. I call it: An Ode to My Heart Torn Between Love and Betrayal Oh, my cruel heart, how you bleed in silent ache, Wounded by a love that shatters and forsakes. Nine times the dagger pierced my tender core, Yet still, I crave the one who hurt me more. Betrayal’s bitter kiss, a venomous sting, Each lie a wound that will not cease to cling. How can I love the hand that breaks my trust, When every promise turns to ash and dust? I hate them—oh, how fiercely I despise, The tears that fall like rain from my weary eyes. Yet in the depths of pain, my soul remains, Bound by loyalty that love sustains. Hopelessly caught in a web of despair, I linger still, though they’re never there. A paradox of passion, cruel and true, Hating the lover who still holds me. My heart, a battlefield of love and hate, Torn between forgiveness and bitter fate. Though battered, bruised, and endlessly betrayed, In love’s cruel grip, I am forever stayed. So here I stand, broken yet unbowed, A silent scream beneath a sorrowed shroud. For even in the darkest, deepest night, My love for them burns fierce, despite the blight.
