dont even act like im a saint. i am a bad person. i am worse for being okay with that. i have been known to be apathetic at times. this isnt the first time ive done something like this. Someone would know. i dont know how but i manage to get people to like me, love me even. its kinda like manipulation in a way, but im not sure how. i dont put up an act. i dont force them to do things they dont wanna do. i do force them to tell me things sometimes. sometimes im sure i wouldnt care and other times i curl up and cry because im so anxious. sometimes i hate everybody and become a #1 narcissist other times i just want to be forgiven for everything and want to fix everything. I am no saint. Dont feel bad. Be proud if your hated by me. And besides, i would outright say if i hated you. If its in a situation other then this, i love you. inn every platonic way.
For Vaporeon. You are everything i have ever wanted in a friend. You are my friend for a reason. This is a situation where i despise everybody all at once for no reason. You are loved.
