To sum up the little vent, my bro and I are five years apart. and It's pretty hard. He's seventeen while I'm only twelve. Sure, my brother's choked me, hit me, and such, even hurt me mentally, but I still love him. He's about to turn 18 and I'm not ready. I'm not ready to see another loved one of mine gone. It might affect me soon enough. But hey, that might not happen in another 6 months or so. Nother thing is, if you haven't notice, I tend to plan ahead. So please. Please, please, please, don't hesitate to tell me to slow down and take a breather. I need to collect everything together, and to move on and forget too early. There is a time to remember and forget too early or late. Anywho. I hate venting but ehh, everybody's gotta vent. Everyone has emotions. Take care and remember that I care and love you. Feel free to vent anytime. I might not be available but, when I am, I might take action straight away. It might take a bit for me to collect everything. But ye. This is so much venting oml ;w;