Yeah just random This is the first time ive revealed some of my inner feelings to anyone else. to be clear I still want to be an author, just back then i wanted it to be my main job, and now, not so much. It's be more of a hobby for me. idea not mine
my friend group is split into many sub-groups depending on who a person in the group likes the most, and I'm not really in a sub group, I just wander around and chat with my friends, but sometimes I feel ignored. I have been known to be annoying a chatterbox when I was younger, and I think my friends still see that in me, even though Ive gotten better. Plus, none of my friends actually care about my art, not even the one friend who actually likes cats. I think I might try to show them by art more often, but idk how they'll react to it. another one of my friends has this awesome human style, and even though i view myself as artsy and creative, i feel like my friends prefer her in that context more than me. (nothing against her though, she's really nice). Yeah this sounds super arrogant so i'm gonna stop now.
