Numb… a feeling I know. It means d3@th, It means sadness. But should I even feel sad? I barely knew cloud. But we were- no still are bl00d. How do you mourn a cat you barely knew? How do you mourn a sibling you barely had? I only have questions. No answers. They say bad cats go to the dark forest. Good ones go to starclan. What if you were neither? What if you did bad things and good things? Where then? Where will lightning go? More questions and less answers. Maybe I will never know. Maybe… ill be numb forever….
(This is bels mourning project for the d3@th of her sister, lightningkit)
