I can get that autism can feel like you're an alien, but you should know 2 things. 1. You can find other autistic people to hang out with, who might not judge you as much. 2. You have the entire Scratch Community, especially the autistic Scratch community. Also, it won't be like this forever. If it gets too bad, you could change schools. It will get better, hopefully, if you decide to make that change.