Why do I do this to myself???

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Sooooooooo Random thoughts amirite? Press space. Full screen is best. |TW| There's some talk of child 4bus3 and k!dn4pp!n so please be aware, it's kind of a dark story. So in my 110 page warriors fanfic (and it's not done) There's a character named Leafpool (Not canonical Leafpool). Leafpool becomes mates with Mudsplash and they have 2 kits, Dreamwish and Jasperclaw. Jasperclaw meets a rogue she-cat named Vixen (can you tell that Vixen is a bad-guy yet?) Wellllll they run away together, Vixen has 6 kits. Siren (girl), Eclipse (girl), Bramble (boy), Dove (girl), Dusk (girl), and Dawn (girl) Dawn and Dusk are twins who were born weak, Vixen h8ed them for their abnormal coats and eyes. Siren and Eclipse bullied them for their small size, gloating about how toms loved them and Dawn and Dusk should just stay in the dirt. Jasperclaw wanted to make alliances with the clans, so he sold Dawn and Dusk to two toms, he sold Dawn to Reedclaw, a RiverClan warrior (I got stuck on copy paste and.... lol). And he sold Dusk to Nightfrost, a ShadowClan warrior. At first, Dusk and Dawn thought that Nightfrost and Reedclaw would be terrible, but they slowly fell in love with them. Dusk had 6 kittens, five of them d!3d, but one survived, they named him Fighter. Dawn had 4 kittens and two d!3d from the cold (I'm a dark person okay leave me alone) When Dawn and Dusk learned that Vixen was pregnant again, they refused to let her next litter suffer the way they had. So they go back to take Vixens kits away. Vixen had three kittens. One of them was st!llb0rn, and Vixen finally realized what she'd done to Dawn and Dusk. She grieved for her lost kit and died shortly after Dawn and Dusk forgave her and took her kits. But Siren and Eclipse stole the kits that Dawn and Dusk had left in a small den as they were traveling. When they caught up with Siren and Eclipse, Siren threatened to k1ll Wishkit (Dawn's kits are Wishkit and Forestkit) Reedclaw couldn't attack without risking Wishkit's life, and Eclipse tried to s3duce Nightfrost, Nightfrost k!ll3d Eclipse, so Siren 'k!lled' Wishkit. They rushed Wishkit back to the ShadowClan camp where Wishkit d13d. She had a vision where she met her two littermates in Starclan, Mercykit and Thornkit. They told her she had to go back, but Wishkit didn't want too. They showed her how grief-broken her parents were, and so she went back. Now Wishkit can see ghosts. Later, they return to RiverClan, where they go missing playing hide-n-seek. It didn't save so I have to rewrite -_- They go down to a tunnel under a tree in a crystal cave, Dawn and Dusk go into the unstable cave but they can't carry all 5 kits Wishkit tells them to leave her, and Thornkit and Mercykit help her find her way out.