uh talk here I guess idk bruh DONT feel like you have to take time out ur day to talk to me and see if I'm okay pls this is just for me to let it out and crap or whatever cuz I lwk don't wanna put vents on my main cuz I get around 15 ish views and one is gonna call me a stupid loser or smth i bet questions I answer so u don't have to ask: 1. "do u wanna vent to me?" I mean no but if you insist fine but I lwk just need advice to feel better cuz I lwk need a mental hosptial or therapist/srs but I don't have access to one 2. "u hurt u self?" yea I'm 2 days clean I'm working on it tho 3. "u send u self to pentagram city?" I wish I mean...I'm not going to yet- 4. "blue nail polish?" no, I had it on once tho, I might have it again 5. "why don't u vent??" cuz I'm just dumping everything on others and making their life worse by carrying a weight of trying to help me. also no one really cares anymore tbh...well they just end up talking abt their problems and I lwk wanna leave them/targeted (not to anyone on scratch ofc) 6. "ru ok?" honest answer? idk 7. "how do you cope" uhhh mostly yumeshipping is my coping mechanism. also loving on my cat helps like giving him hugs and pets and kisses and snuggles and feeding him and screaming his name and running to him and seeing the actual joy on his stupid little face knowing I love him (he actually lights up when I come to him) uh yeah that's it ig....