my mom almost found THE stuff like my diary, sharp objects, notes to friends that I never gave, radiostatic art, and stuff... also we had to have another talk today cuz I asked for a binder and she said that I was confused and people online want to convince me I'm not a girl but I literally have felt like somewhat like a guy since 4th grade (I'm boyflux so my gender fluctuates from feeling full masculinuty to neopronous/genderless/demiboy) (I'm not already assuming my gender identity at my age but it feels right for this point in my life the most I'll do is cut my hair and wear more masc clothes) also I think I'm a astro fictionkin and MAYBE vox fictive
