Since that last vent didn't actually do anything but prove my thoughts right, I'll straight up say it: I'm not okay. Is that easy enough for you to understand? Because for some reason it didn't seem like obsessing over something wasn't obvious enough. For more details, look INSIDE the previous project.
Edit: I can't stop saying that I actually appreciate that y'all actually listen to me (unlike some people irl), so don't get offended or something if I don't reply. I just don't know how to not sound weird(why do I feel social awkwardness even here-).