Hey, goodmorning, night, afternoon, dawn, whatever. You guys matter, you are loved and cared deeply. I love and care about you guys A LOT. Never blame yourself for anything EVER. Even when everything feels impossible remember I'm cheering you guys on! Im like your little buddy by your side saying "You can do it!!!" You are beautiful, handsome, cute, smart, wise, caring, funny, intelligent, worthy, uplifting, joyful, brave, brilliant, empowering, open-minded, kind, gentle, fearless, resourceful, respectful, generous, inspiring, and limitless. No matter your sexual orientation, gender identity, race, gender, skin color, age, sex, culture, religion, weight, height, personality, etc... you matter and I care about you. You do sharm? Set a goal for 3 days clean. You are 3 days clean? Make it a week, full 5 days. You did that? Then count the weekend. You haven't showered for 2 weeks? Shower tomorrow. You did that? I'm proud of you. Try to shower once a week. You don't brush your hair/teeth? Do it sometime within 3 days, don't force yourself to do it now, do it once within a certain time. You hurt someone you know? Say sorry when you are in a good mood, don't do it when you don't feel comfortable. You have an abusive parent/friend/teacher/co-worker/relative? Tell someone you trust soon before you lose your chance. Tell a stranger, mutual, friend, staff, anyone will work and ask them for help. You have blue nail polish? Look at me, when you do it you will cause more pain, your friends will hurt so bad they might put on blue nail polish too. Your dad will not be the strong man you knew, he will stand looking at you unmoving flesh in pain, trying to seem tough. Your mother will break down at the thought of you, your siblings will be so devastated they will be mad. Even your teacher will mourn your passing. Your pet will wander your house confused why everyone left but you, they will scratch at your door thinking your inside just to find it empty. No matter how much you think people don't care, one person does. -Preston :D no this is not a goodbye note its just that some people needed it. I needed it to, even if I was the one that wrote it.
please vent in the comments. (not forcing, I highly advise you to do it though if you are hurting deeply or hurting at all, or just need advice or someone to mourn with you)
