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https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1364067918/ I'm so sick of this DISCLAMER: NO HATE TO MY FRIENDS PLS NOT HATE ON THEM OR YOU WILL GET REPORTED!!!!!! so if u don't know the drama with my friend em she lwk was a jerk to me and crap and she was being kinda selfish (MY POINT OF VIEW!!!). that's the drama summed up with her mostly. so she responded after practically ghosting me for a month (no she wasnt traveling, yes I was texting her, yes it showed she left me on read). mostly what she said was what I was going thru. (no I'm not saying only I can have those emotions but the response she gave was similar to my text to her) she said some stuff like "I have no one to talk to about my obbesions" and "no one listens" and one thing she said is "they tell me to stop asking to call but sometimes i just need someone to listen to me" (copy pasted). mind you we spent every thursday together, almost every weekend hanging out, texting almost 24/7, calling almost once a week, and spending all school day being together and now she says she had no people to talk to...SHE TALKS TO MY FRIEND SHE HASNT EVEN MET IRL!!!! istg...I listen to her vents all the time and I can never fricking vent to her the what the hell dude??? also she said I said she was pressuring me? no she was being a brat to me for no reason cuz I treat her WAY to nice. like if I could I would prob scream at her cuz I just wanna let everything out and I want her to know shes acting wrong. also she said "Sometimes when i am with [real name] i also feel picky and that i am doing to much and i get no positive response,like wut i am saying is i have to plan calls and events but sometimes it feels like i do to much and they dont really care" (copy pasted) ok so 1st. I DO CARE! 2nd. ALL YOU GET IS POSTIVE RESPONSES!. Idc if she said at the end I did nothing wrong it sure does feel like it. I lwk gaslighted myself into thinking its my fault and I'm stupid for that. she said pls don't be mad and I lwk am but oh well cuz I am rightfully mad at her cuz she was wrong (I am not saying I'm not wrong in some ways to but I'm trying to not point things at myself cuz when I think of the ways I'm wrong too much I overthink and lwk start spiraling and once I did that and I relapsed sooooo uh yea....) I lwk wanna express how I really feel to her but I cant cuz she will either get mad / blame herself / or ghost me again for longer. pls put what u think in the comments I need help also pls feel free to vent in the comments it can be unrealted idk always feel like you can vent to me anytime.