well uh idk what to start but... i've just been feeling really off ever since summer break started, i've lost interest in the things i used to love doing i feel so trapped, like i'm just stuck in the same place every single day i feel like i'm a failure, and i don't really know what i'm doing anymore i don't have anyone to vent to, but i also don't want to seem like an attention seeker, so i just keep everything to myself every day feels exactly the same, and it's honestly getting exhausting i've also been getting really insecure about my appearance lately. every time i look in the mirror, i end up picking myself apart and wishing i looked different it's gotten to the point where i barely recognize anything i like about myself anymore and it hurts more than i know how to explain i just wish i could stop feeling this way because i'm so tired of constantly judging myself and also everytime when i open up to somebody they just ghost me and it doesn't fix anything i don't even know what's wrong with me anymore i just want to feel like myself again but right now everything feels so heavy
anyways i just wanted to vent because i have no one else to talk to
