(headphones warning) (swearing) Hi. *sigh* I don't even know how to start this. I guess.......l.........my family are in a big place at the minute. My dad is making himself look like a big a$$hole in my eyes, my sister's not really helping but it's not her that's the problem. it's everything. My dad wants the fam to move to the central coast, away from all my friends, school l love, my teachers, my community. I don't have a phone so l have to use my mum's one to keep in touch with them. That's bad enough. My school's changing. Two more years of school then they're sending me off to the big wide world after l finish. School's tricky at the moment. I'm not sure where l fit in. I thought i was used to this, but it's the same thing every year. every point of my life, i can't...........whatever. I can't do music class anymore, and i'm trying to smile and not to let anyone see that whenever they even TALK about it, l'm fighting tears. I feel like l don't really fit in into the scratch commmunity anymore. I just........ I'm not sure how l feel about this. all of it anymore. I don't feel myself. And l usually know myself. Right now.......l don't. I feel numb. (NUMB: is a funny word right?) What am l even typing rn? {I might delete this later}
