hey guys. i just wanna tell y'all something... so basically, im sure y'all know that my dad died...that was about 3 years ago. and if you guys have had a loved one die, you know how it feels...it's sad. and you would think that that would be all the sadness that would happen in the past 3 years of my life...RIGHT??? NOPE. NOT AT ALL. ever since then, everyone at my school has been pretty rude to me (even my own friends sometimes), my 15yo cat died, then we got a new cat, which was my favorite cat... HE DIED A YEAR AFTER WE GOT HIM, and now im just getting really overwhelmed on all the stuff im working on all at once and even the things i have to do irl... and so my life has been absolutely miserable for the past 3 years of my life...