life sucks so bad rn istg 1. my friend has made me feel like a dihkk 2. my mom had made me feel like a dihkk 3. my body is freaking dying (im shaking, my legs collapse when i stand up, my head hurts 24/7, and other crap) 4. today its 113 degrees and tomorrow its going to be 115 in my state 5. school starts on the 4th of August 6. im still friends with a girl who is so two faced 7. i cant stop thinking abt how my cats gunna die soon 8. my only coping mechanism is literally fading 9. i relapsed so bad last night 10. i got dmed on tt that i should keys and i am the worst person to ever live