im so nice i censor my friends roblox users❤️❤️ im like the spoke in all of them then the saps in some the bi and gay stuff is bc we were doing a ritual to make our friend realize bc all their hear me outs were men and it was a joke dont scroll stop scrolling theres just a vent what do u want im secretly jealous of my 2 friends that r mainly in it bc i am like very close 2 1 of them and known them for almost 3 years and they havent known the other person for as long but theyre closer and is platonically married to them and always plays with them and they ignore me sometimes but nobody will know bc nobody will see this and i barely have any close online friends or any in general all of them drift away from me or stop talking to me and i hate how i feel like im always copying them bc i made a flux avatar and saps and those 2 match as flux and saps sometimes and i feel like im not as big as a mcyt fan and that im a fake fan and then like i also feel like i copy their fav characters even tho i dont rlly like 1 of them their fav is lomedy and 1 of my favs r lomedy so i feel like i copied them and i hate it i hate it i feel like im 3rd wheeling when playing with them like ithey dont talk to me when i play w them after like 30 minutes so i just doomscroll and they dont care and then they tried running from me alot just because i made a joke and like whenever i asked where they were they said “we’re running from you because we’re running okay?not because we’re evil okay?” or smth like that then i js said that i wasnt mad just confused then i just left and stuff and i just envy them and like, i feel like it is kinda my fault bc ive been offline and like not online much and stuff and whenever theyre online i wait for them to invite me and check their servers to see if theyre playing w any1 else bc i dont rlly like meeting my friends friends bc i feel weird and stuff so normally if theyre by themselves i just ask to join and if theyre w their friends (which they normally are) i dont say anything