my mom body shamed me yesterday and when she came back home she got mad at me for not being talkative after what she did-- which also nade ne throw out the food iwas gonna eat she got rllly mad at me and i had a rrlay bad panic atacj to the point i was begging my dad of all people not to leavr the house and i havent eaten at all and i kee[p crying hwne i see mt mom and i canr bring mysefk to eat or i get realllt sick and wan t to throw ir all up i hate myselfdslfdkfd she does all this alongf with takinf mmy belongings as if i couldnt take something from both her and my dad permanately also sometiems i dont feeel like a girl, or a guy, and i donr feel nonbinary all the itmes. sometimse i feel like a girl i ghye,s hahdhasdu thsi isnt fun anymeir evyertbing hurts
